Friday, October 5, 2007 ; 3:20 PM‚ô•
Would You Be There ?
& all of the sudden iim missing the PAST -
iim missing the days in RSS `
Just now went sarah blog `
i miss her `
it has been long since i last met her
she is a great friend i must confess .
th-times we SPENT together is so COUNTLESS `
i know her since PRI ` 2 .
tru CHINESE ddance =,- ;
She's is V friendly yet kinda shy @ TIMES `
i miss all those days?
when i go to secondary school then i
realise what is called BADtiimes .
& yeahs . i suffer alot this years `
those great pains i went tru `
nobodys` will ever know `
my life went totally messed up ?
where is th-smile i use to have ?
brrrrrr` ! iim really missing those days
Just now watch 6/10 ` o6s VIDEO .
i cried . once again . those memories . RUSHED bck to my heart
i missed all of thems so much {
iim missing th - memories that is with them
& iim sorry for not treasuring thems`
& iim missing all those teachers in RSS -
mr sheikth i didnt forget uu (:
& iim wondering why must we seperate well,
when i watch th-6/10 videos .
i wonder & missed .
if you ask me make a wish i will say
hope ii can go bck to last yr .
this yr i suffer a lot .
some undescriblable pains .
have you ever kena BACKSTAB by th one you TRUSTED th most ?
& kena scolded like no one else business ?
& when th wh0le school strt calling you a SLUT & bitch `
& when all problem cropped up ?
this year ` no life { simple discribtion`
if i put a thought of last year
WHO IS THE ONE WHO SPEND TIMES with you ` ?
i will say ` it's sarah .
YEAPS . we quarrel before . & thats what makes us STRONG `
yeas . i totally i agree iim too naive .
i trust ppl to easily .
iim an idiot `
a moron`
my tears rolled while writing .
sarah
i must tell you these `
iim sorry for illtreating last time
iim sorry for not treasuring uu last time
iim sorry for breaking my promise last time
sister ii miss uu .
if sarah you saw these post .
pls .... dont abandon me .
& ii still cant forget th-days .
who is th ones who lend u shoulders ?
who is th ones who made u smile on th very day ?
who is th ones who made u forget everything ?
& iim missing th past
after all these thinks & thoughts .
ii remembered one things that MRS.CHUA have told us .
` never regret what u did `
i miss mrs b0on . she is the REAL teacher
she gone tru tears & many sleepless nights just to teach us & yet
we shooon her like nobodys business
iim sorry mrs.boon
iloveuu .
i still rmb i used to say `
6/10 o6`s boy sucks . they r evil & stuffs `
but letme make this clear .
they aint that bad luhs
i can tell you
the reall BAD ` is
TEMASEK 1unity 07s`
you wont know how evil they are .
every single person in th-class have motives `
& one simple things . they simply dont give a darn`
th girls inside no one is trusted ?
i can tell you these my class no one can be trusted `
all is bckSTABBERS & bitches .
they are HORRIBLES monsters that biites . which is true
& TRUST me .
when i go into th class .
i tot everyone is an angel `
when i step in first 3mths { woahhh` darn nice ah `
other then that i suffer like fcuk `
dont ask me why
ask those who make me suffer WHY ?
& yes she is th-one who make me cry thousands TIME`
& saying RELATIONSHIP`
i can tell you this year is a total failure `
either is i can get that guy
but that guy isnt th one i liked/love
or BREAKUPS~
i having sort of phobia in relationship`
& sometimes when bitches spread some untrue stuffs
thats` the time u suffer probably`
WHATEVER i want i wont get .
once again iim saying these
iim just a simple girl `
asking for a simple relationship`
iim asking for nthing else `
thats all i wanted ?
& to that bitch (you knw who you are)
if you think iim wrong .
fine go ahead luhs .
iim sick of arguing ii just want my life `
YOU owed me .
letme tell you these what goes ard comes ard `
you are a christian .
oh god pls dont let god down`
you are making us embarass bcos of u .
pls`
CHRISTIAN doesnt take revenges & make ppl suffer `
& dont ever tell me nonsense such as ` iim helping u { `
& my life went completely haywire`
bcos of th words u said `
bcos of th things u SPREAD `
& all just bcos u are happy with it `
& pls live up to your age `
15 behave like a small baby `
dont always think you are such a MATURED young lady`
you aint
cause mature ppl wonts go ard spread untrue stuffs . & makes Friends suffer `
whenever i like who i tell u
u will discourage & say ``
aiya he wont like u want la `
& when i eventually get him you will say
i surely is flirt with him want `
& one fine last thing to tell you `
if you doesnt have good comments for a person then kindly
shut the fcuk up`
dont open your mouth to pollute th air `
& you living in this world is just wasting spaces ` & making th place STINKS {
Talking about the past once agains `
&YES iim always missing th-past `
i cant deny that i dont know how to treasure in th PAST `
SarahNg ` 5yrs SIS `
MELISSAng ` 6yrs SIS `
ilovethems `
i treasure thems`
i still wanna say 2oo6 rawks .
well i think i must stop talking about past let talk about pressense `
thought iim unhappy iin school
but outside ii still have alot of supportive gans `
& th ones is ahbboy ; chloe & germaine `
they nvr say no to my request `
always with me `
iim obsess with thems`
& now iim iin city harvest church `
iim happy over there `
iim WHOAAAA over ther `
iloveall my cg members `
cause THEY care .
They are really those kind of REAL friends `
& those is all i wanted -
iim satisfied with what i have
ii aint greedy `
& one thing i could be sure `
& ilovethems `
theylovemethought `
ii must confess i still cnt change my
ahlians` act
i will try to get ride of it `
vulgarites { smoking { drinking `
i cnt stop`
dont force me
yeahs `
& DONT judge or LABEL me `
ii aint what u think `
ii might b an angel `
or & devil who knows ?
or maybe iim h0rriblle `?
&& ii know something a fact that wont change `
ahboy & chloe will always support me whenever iim down`
& one thing that is true `
they never DIES `
3oo9o7 `
trust me i really love thems { i have alrdy experience
the EXP of l00sing thems `
that HURTS .
i loose APPETIETE & cry like a baby
OHWELL `
there is FRENDS that i wish to keep but i couldnt `
i slipped `
&IVAN -
he lEaVeD`
i have loose him `
haiis . SAD `
th-deathEXP`
ii really want to get a death EXP `
all those EXP `
ii wanna get bang by th- car
i wanna jump dwn building `
alot lahs
&&& ` i dont find anymore reasons to live in these world ` .
THATguy {
boy iim missing you `
boy iim missing everything
boy iim sorry `
& NOW { `
HEHEHES ;D
th time now is 7.o1am`
hehes ;D
& today is SATUREEEDAAY ;D
i go crazyy `
HAHAS ;D
now iim listening to gang poem
YEAHS ` iim stuck to the 18syh want so nice `
[:
iloveit `
LTR meeting CHLOE pigpig first `
i meeting lorraine @ 3.30 `
i gona miss AHBOY .
didnt see him for th 2 day le `
):
imisshim`
hahas .
okay lah
i shall end here bcos ii noe i too long winded lerhs `
- DDAPHNE `
; LEFT WITH GIGGLES `
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